Posted by danni (206.126.168.10) on June 24, 2000 at 00:40:14:
I have been trying to meditate to rid myself of feelings/longings that I have recently had. I have been married for ten years and consider myself to be very lucky. My husband is truely one of a kind. He is kind, gentle and an all around great guy. Although he is not buddhist like I am, he is very understanding and has always supported me. The problen that I am currently having is that a previous relationship (before my husband) has been invading my mind. It bothers me greatly. Although I do feel that my true soulmate was with my first relationship, I would never let that interupt my current life. I am trying to meditate to rid myself of this delima, however, it is not working. Usually meditation clears my mind, but not with this subject, any help would be appreciated.